In the near future I'm planning on taking this journal down. In its place will be two to four areas (different sites at most, different directories at least) focusing on: oppression and animal rights, personal life, software development, and something miscellaneous.
Since this is my one major outlet, things get funneled and mixed in together. It'd be much better for my brain to keep some things separate now that I have specific and larger interests, and will lessen the chance of miscommunicating some thoughts.
In the meantime...?
I wish I can communicate with you about how amazing you are. And about how angry and hateful I am of humans for breeding you with malocclusion. You have so much life and personality. You're still bouncing around, just uncomfortable and in some pain.
If we have to make a decision to put you to sleep, I'm beyond sorry. Your mommy and I would do anything to keep you alive and healthy if it's in our powers. But you can't die a slow and painful death.
I can't apologize on behalf of humans because our species is shit. Those that have any responsibility in your condition should die a million times worse than you would have to. It's a shame that a little creative and happy soul like you would have to leave earth like this. You've been through so much already.
We're grateful and lucky than you trust us and take comfort in us when you're in distress. And we're hoping you just have a bad tooth infection. Come back healthy from the operation, ok?
We love you.
